been a while

You're never going to be the person that people expect. Whether or not they say it out loud, or even mean to, people will always pass judgement and set the bar to their own expectations of how you will turn out to be. It's inevitable, but whenever it happens to me, I can't help but feel guilty. I can't help but look at myself and ask "Where did I go wrong?" I thought I do an adequate job at satifsfying other's needs, but no matter where you go, its never enough.

Sorry to everyone I let down. Sorry that I'm not the girl you expected.